Disappointment

Su

So my boyfriend and I have been together for two years, and we are just about 37 weeks pregnant! We did our maternity photos and the photographer put me in this position, and I was standing there for over 5 minutes. I got myself really excited because I could hear whispering and rustling leaves, so I thought he was going to propose... well when I turned around and nobody was there I got such a disappointed feeling. We had been talking about marriage before we found out we were expecting, and now if I bring it up it’s not really discussed. I just have started feeling like he doesn’t want me any more (I mean nothing has changed between us at all, we honestly have a perfect relationship) My anxiety has been in hyperdrive this pregnancy. Has anyone else just wished their SO would just ask them? I just want to feel like he WANTS to be with me, and make the commitment to spend our lives together. Idk, we’re both from split homes and I just want our child to have the life we didn’t.