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Bridget

My name is Bridget and I lost my son at 5 months on June 18th. My boyfriend and I just started trying again this month. I was suppose to get my period today, and took a test. It was negative. I just feel disappointed and sad. I have a hard time talking about my feelings to people I'm close to because my feeling were and still feel wrong to them. I just feel more comfortable talking to someone who doesn't know us.