TMI MY ugly face..im getting depressed and upset...

i hate my face i hate how i have acne scar more like a bunch of small tiny holes on my face when i go places kids ask me whats wrong with ur face or what is that !!! is there a cure for this or anything i can apply to heal it..i had PCOS and severe acne when i was younger i dont have it now just the scars 😪😫 these arent freckles at all

or anyone from California willing to help me how to apply makeup so i can look beautiful and feel confident please help a sister out ill pay youu!!