Today at school I was oinked at and called piggy piggy. I know I shouldn't take it personally but I've gained 30 pounds due to my antidepressants and just recently had my BF fall out of love with me and break up. I have always been self conscious about my weight and have tried to loose weight. I don't eat as much junk food as I used to and I'm in Show Choir and we do intense dancing 4 hours two times a week. I don't feel beautiful anymore and I honestly feel like I'm going to be alone at prom with a sea full of people. Sorry for the dirty mirror.