So after our 2nd <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> we had to take an unexpected break due to me having to have emergency neck surgery. So, our 3rd try won't be until mid October. We are only doing 3 and then moving to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> next year if that doesn't work, so this is the last chance. I'm so numb from the last 2 failures, I'm honestly scared to do the 3rd because I just so badly don't want to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a>, but I want to be a mother so badly. I'm so used to the last 17 failures, I've lost the ability to even imagine what a positive would feel like. I feel like the missed work hours, uncomfortable injections, and disgusting progesterone suppositories are all for nought. I feel like we've tried everything (and not trying) and we just can't catch a break. I feel like I just want to give up and move on with my childless life. Sorry, I just needed to vent. I wish these feelings were easier to talk to my husband or friends about, but they just don't understand. I'm so sick of this cycle, I want to get back to the linear of life.