36 weeks 4 days

My water broke at the end of my baby shower. Two ambulance rides later, getting to the hospital 9cm dilated, Colten was born at 1:45 a.m. 6lbs .08oz 19.5 inches long.

We've had trouble with his blood sugar and he is currently getting treatment for jaundice. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Set here while he cries, not able to pick him up and console him. It's tearing my heart apart.

I'm so greatful how healthy he is and all his fingers and toes, but I'm completely emotional.