HELP ME PLEASE

Kendra mother of 3 now pregnant with my 🌈 👶

I’m 27 and haven’t masturbated not once in my life I really want to but every time I get to the point of doing it I chicken out and stop because it doesn’t feel rite (clitoris stimulation) any advice on how to masturbate also my husband fingers me play with my clitoris and eat me out but once I get to the point of cumming I always make him stop....can someone please HELP ME