So I am so confused and maybe some of you have a better option for me to go to for resources.

I am not nor have I ever been Christian or a church goer (aside from Christmas mass). But ever since my mother in law passed away April 2017, I have been feeling her watching over and like when I have dreams about her, it’s like she is visiting me. And I feel like you can’t really believe in angels without believing in god.

And the way that almost all Christians (maybe the the Wrong word. I am super ignorant when it comes to this) are so sweet and caring and kind and have all this faith in this one being, like, I want to be a part of that!