Will I be safe? Is what I ask myself before I go outside.

This happens to me too often!! It’s like I meet pedophiles and sex predators on every corner of my life! 😡

I am only 15 y/o and is only a sophomore in high school. I take PSEO classes. It’s where high school students apply for college courses and get their associates degree early.

So I go to my assigned college every Wednesday night. Every other day I just go to high school like a normal teenager. Yesterday, I went to the college early to study. My class was located on the 4th floor. When I got to the elevator, this man got in with me. He was probably in his 40s. It was just us two.

Even though I get sexually harassed and cat called at before in my life, I hate to be one of those people who judge other people based on appearances or what they talk about. I clicked floor 4 and he said for me to click floor two for him. When we got to floor four he said

“Oh yeah. Never mind. I’m going to four too.”

Then, this little asshole started talking about his dick. He was on the phone. He was talking about how it curves all the way up to his belly button and how it is always erect and he always has a boner.

He was on the phone, so I though he might be talking to his doctor or something. As I said, I hate judging people on first impressions.

When we got to floor four, He got out and went to the left while I went right.

I just thought that he’s a guy who doesn’t mind talking about his body problems.

Then I felt him turn around. Like I can hear his footsteps and his voice!

Just to check if he was actually following me, I stopped and took a drink from the water fountain.

Yep, walked right past me. Sat on one of the couches across from the fountain. When I got done drinking, I towards him since my class was in that direction. That asshole said out loud,

“Yeah I like to make it point at girls. I can easily get them pregnant.”

Ughhhh 😑 he was saying all those things to me all along. He wasn’t in the phone with anyone.

After that, I didn’t see him anymore.

I hate to think that there are only bad people in this world. I KNOW that there are good people and good men. But why do I always come In contact with the bad ones?

What makes them think it’s okay to do this?

Does it make them feel superior to us?

Does it boost their self esteem knowing that they harmed and traumatized “vulnerable” women?

I can’t even go outside feeling safe and secure?

Why is it that I have to carry a god damn pepper spray with me 24/7?

Their are SO much questions related to this sensitive topic!

Is it so hard to just don’t do it! 🤬