Sunday I went to the emergency room for being dizzy disoriented headache and almost blacking out. My midwife said go to the er, so that's where I went. I had all three of my kids with me and they said we want you to stay over night too have an echocardiogram (which I refused and said I'd schedule one with a cardiologists). They have me fluids and medicine for my headache did blood work an ekg and sent me on my way.

Fast forward to Wed and I've had a headache for 24 hours and my husband insists on urgent care. They repeat urine and ekg and do a blood test for blood clots. The doctor didn't like my initial blood pressure or my ekg so she insists I see a cardiologist that day (I already had an appointment for Friday but that wasn't soon enough for her). Go to a cardiologist they set up and he tells me I'm over weight, don't eat right and stressed (hello I have three kids show me any parent not stressed with kids). He says we'll do the echocardiogram though just to make sure.

I've literally been bouncing around from one doctor to the next all saying similar stuff but different things. I see my midwife tomorrow I'm sure she'll say something different to. I just want someone to say this is what's wrong so I can treat it and feel better. Constantly feeling this awful is starting to take a toll on me physically and emotionally