I am having a scheduled c section in December. Because of the shape of my uterus, I am unable to delivery vaginally. I am literally terrified. It's all I think about. I had an emergency one 8 years ago with my daughter. All I can think about is how I don't want to leave my daughter. How I don't want to break her heart by dying.

I want to enjoy this pregnancy. But I'm so scared. I just want it to be over with so I can know I am safe with my babies. :(