Well.. yesterday was cycle day 46 and I was still hanging on to the hope that I would get my BFP.

Then my boss informed me that she accepted a job in California and was leaving in two weeks so my services as a nanny were no longer needed after that point..

THEN I got home and the witch decided to show up to top it off.

No not only am I not pregnant but I’m not without a job with very little notice.

So TTC will have to wait until I find another stable job.

I’m so down..