Tried finding my cervix for the first time and I feel like an idiot.

This month I feel like it’s my month!! Idk why, but I just feel great! I’m only 8dpo and I don’t want to test, so I tried finding my cervix for the first time🙃 well. I took my longest finger and put it in as far as I could, one leg up on the tub. Everything I’ve read says to “feel for something hard, should feel like the tip of a nose, feels like a donut.” What the entire f*ck. Something must be wrong with me 😐 everything felt soft and squishy. I didn’t “run into” anything, nothing like text explains. Anyone else?? Tips??