Why do i hate this so much!!!

I'm 8 weeks and 4 days pregnant

And so far I absolutely hate pregnancy

I've had the worst morning sickness, bloating back pain, stomach Pain my breasts and nipples are so ichy my body can't choose between being blocked up or runs and to top it all off I can't sleep

I knew that there was going to symptoms I just didn't expect to get hit with nearly all of them I'm tired emotional and not sure if I was meant for this

The last time I felt this crap I was sick in hospital with glandular fever

Please don't judge or criticise me I just want to know if anyone else is having a tough time too