Just kind of venting

Alaina

I'm 5dpt 4dpiui.. For some reason I'm just not at all hopeful.. I know its way too early to have any symptoms or know anything at all but since the beginning I've just been feeling pessimistic. I've been trying to remain hopeful. But after 2.5 years of infertility I've gotten really used to negative tests and I just dont have a good feeling... :/