God Always Ignores Me Sick Of This 🤬

Why should you keep praying when God never answers you? Like I prayed so bad that I be pregnant this month & last month n the month before etc. I’m 11DPO & negative hpt and feel my period coming dont tell me I still hav a chance blah blah I don’t im cramping lik period I feel it I’m just so angry & tired of this 🤬 every time I pray for something it never happens what is the point of dedicating your life to someone (God) & trying to obey him & follow his commandments if he doesn’t give you simple things your heart desires