I lost my baby today at the hospital at 4:25 pm. Yesterday, on my birthday we had just went to the doctor and everything was fine with her and she had no complications! Today this morning, I had excessive bleeding that wouldn't stop. I lost my job today because my boss wouldn't let me go to emergency room but my baby was way more important! On the way to the hospital, it soon turned to very painful cramps in my abdominal! After about an hour, the doctors have my IV for pain and well it didn't work. After a while, the pain got even worse and I felt like I needed to push. There was so much bleeding! When I pushed, I had a complete miscarriage. The baby and placenta and the sac that it was laying in all came out at one time and for that many weeks, she was pretty big. My hubby watched it come out and cried along with me for about an hour! It was a dream baby and was thought to be our rainbow baby! I found out I was pregnant on his birthday, and lost it on my birthday! This makes me not want to try again! I'm so worried that I won't be able to be impregnated again.

UPDATE:

I have kept my baby and cremated them to keep her for my memories.

Here's my baby girl before her cremation!

UPDATE: I am now pregnant again. 😊