So. Over. Being. Pregnant.

Anyone else completely and totally over being pregnant? I just got back from the hospital after heading in for what I thought was amniotic fluid leaking and was sent home with a big fat no. I’m literally crying from frustration as I type this. I’m 39 + 3 and not even a cm dilated apparently. Literally NOTHING is happening. Contractions and cramping for weeks, pelvic pain and pressure, back pain, peeing every 10 seconds, haven’t slept in weeks, oh and I also have 2 other children to take care of while exceptionally pregnant. I’m so effing over it! To top it all off, all my super supportive husband had to say about it was that he was happy it didn’t happen tonight because he really doesn’t feel all that well and he was also kind enough to tell me as I walked around in silence holding back tears that my attitude really sucks - it’s not anyone’s fault I’m not in labor - no need to be cranky about it. He’s lucky I’m too pregnant to drop kick him. I just hate everyone and everything right now. End rant.