He won’t give me oral..

*warning: I have sent him nudes but I have NEVER been around him with my pants off. So he hasn’t even been near my pussy before, so he doesn’t know how it smells,tastes, or anything. NO my pussy does not smell lmao*

I posted this once with other text messages. He asked for head, and I said for once he could give it to me. And he said no. That was a couple days ago. This is about ten minutes ago.

I asked him to confirm if whether or not he meant no as in in the moment or no as in he WOULDN’T eat my pussy at all, ever. This was his response.

Tell me why I’m scared this literally might end our relationship someday? If he doesn’t budge I’ll be upset as FUCK. i can’t go my whole life without having any oral. Especially when I give and don’t receive. I experienced it once when I was in high school, I didn’t cum but it felt really nice. It was with a girl and I reciprocated. So I know how it feels in both places, and it was good either way, I don’t understand why he wouldn’t want to try.. also he says it’s “gross” but he’s never been around my pussy which makes me angry.

Yes, I do want him to do it, but I want him to enjoy it like a lot of other guys do :(

I’m really upset... what do you guys think..