Sad and happy


So my urge to have baby #2 is insanely strong haha my husband and I aren’t trying until we both find really good jobs and get a bigger house etc, but is it normal to get sad and discouraged seeing everyone’s positive results?? 😓 I get very upset when my tests are negative and I get my period. I haven’t been on this app for months for this reason and I feel alone, especially since my husband changes the subject when I bring it up