This is our 3rd month of trying to conceive.

Never fails I start testing at 10 dpo and test every 3 or 4 days after that.

This month I had some faint positives, very faint but they were there and showed up in the time frames, but as they were faint I didnt get my Hope's up.

But actually showing my man and there being that chance and then testing again today just to get a BFN without a faint line was heart wrenching.

Especially when my man calls me from work...

Conversation

I should be headed home soon..

Ok...

What's wrong..

Nothing...

Did you go to the store

Yes

And?

Nothing...

What do you mean nothing...

There isnt anything to tell...

Did you get a test...

Obviously

Well why say nothing

Because if there was something to tell I would tell you...

I feel awful cuz I know I had a bit of an attitude but I hated the fact that he wanted me to straight up say it was negative... I hate feeling so defeated.

And it effects me way more than he cares to realize...

It doesn't effect him at all and I cry over it.

Anyone else feel this way