I hate the Unknown

I am 12 dpo my period is due in 2 days. On 9-10dpo I was having right side pain in my pelvic area, almost like cramping but was faint but there. That night I wiped and had a little bit of pink on the tissue. I tested yesterday and today with FRER and they’re Stark BFNs. Now today I am having ALOT of creamy yellowish CM. I don’t have any sort of infection. Usually before AF I am dry. This time it’s so much I feel like I can’t even wipe correctly. I’m hoping for this to be the month. What do you guys think?