I can not express how I feel

Ashlynn • 1 mc.. Mommy to a beautiful little girl 5/21/19

I don’t know weather to be happy or be sad an cry, cause I’m scared it will be like my last pregnancy an miscarry. I’m happy but I honestly don’t want to give my hopes up again, and cry for days again this will be my miracle child. Can any mommies give me any advice on what to do?