Today I found out that I have miscarried for a 7th time. My heart is so broken I don’t know how it will ever mend. I should have been 7 weeks but baby measured 5. I work this morning with back pain, and when I stood up, a waterfall gushed to the floor along with my heart.

I know I should not complain as I ha e 1 loving son, but it just hurts so bad. I wanted this baby so badly. To loose what I had worked for for so long killed me. I know my time will come. I plan to get the genetic testing done to see why this is happening. But tonight my heart aches so bad.