😭💔...

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I don’t understand... it’s been 6 months since we officially started trying and 10 since we stopped preventing it.. I finally got a positive opk and we used preseed and I really thought this was it.. my breasts were so sore my back was hurting the smell of coffee disgusted me, but no af decided to show once again.. I’m so hurt I’m so broken I’m in tears and idk what to do I feel lost.. I feel unlucky people who aren’t even trying are pregnant and here I am trying with no luck. Idk what I’m doing wrong idk what’s wrong with us but I pray that I can stay strong because as of right now I can’t stand the thought of trying again and seeing nothing but blood once more..