I honestly have no idea anymore tbh which is why i joined this group to see if I can relate to anyone... so due to a bad experience with a crush I had 4 years ago(with a guy) I kinda have but up walls around me and I never liked anyone ever since hut now all my friends are crushing on someone or they are already dating someone and I was honestly stuck in the middle cause I didn’t know how to relate. A few days ago one of my friends told me she was questioning being bi and I guess that kinda triggered something inside of me and now I can’t help thinking in my life I blushed around girls a few times talking to them but I never really wanted anything to happen but there were so many times where I thought 💭wow that guy looks good I wish he would like me 💭 then nothing more (unless he was like a friend then I would think about it for a few days then forget. This potato need help plzzzz(this was supposed to be a short post lol and I made it anonymous bc I am not ready to say this properly)