I’ve been home with my daughters since I’ve gave birth to them. They will be 5 months tomorrow. I had 8 weeks leave with pay and have up to 4 years to return to work. I took a little more time off due to medical issues with one of my daughters. And I wanted to go back in September but I am considering early December.

I’m practically a single mom, their Father is here but he does what the fuck he wants. When he came back to NY to live, (he had moved with him family out of state) I was already 6 months pregnant. I watched him sit home for 1.5/2 months as I got up 5 am for work. I begged him to find a job before the kids came and he finally did. The job lasted two months and he was fired. My uncle tells him he can get him into the local supermarket but asked him to please not have him look dumb by not working. One day like 3 weeks ago he decided he didn’t want to go to work and calls work to call out but doesn’t actually speak to anyone...

Then he dislocated his finger like a day or two after and went to go bring his note to work and they fired him for the no call no show. NOW, we have two kids, he doesn’t have that drive or common sense to get up and look for another job.

He dropped out of school and makes excuses that he’s going to go back. He could’ve been graduated a month after the kids got here. His Mom tries to convince him that he’s still a kid. Yeah, HER kid! Not Mine! Nothing motivates him! All he wants to do is play Fort nite all day

I’ve watched him “attempt” to look for a job but it’s just to shut me up. October 1st, I’m giving him $70 for his bus ticket to take him and ALL his shxt to the bus station to send his ass home. I need HELP not company.

I’ve tried so hard but I’m tired.

I’m not speaking to him, earlier around 7:30 the FD came due to the carbon Monoxide alarm going off. I called him in a panic to come back inside and help me get the kids dressed just in case we had to evacuate the house and he sent me to vm 3-4 times and told me I just want to be by myself rn never even answered to see what I wanted. He didn’t come back until 12:30 am