New to glow

Hey, I’m Taylor. I’m new to glow. Boyfriend and I decided to get my birth control taken out 2 weeks ago. He says he doesn’t want to actually try for a baby, but if it happens, it happens. My son will be 2 next Wednesday. Well, here lately I’ve been feeling kind of depressed because of all my hormones getting back together and my son growing up. Also I feel like I’m not sexy enough. I’m not a pretty girl, but I guess maybe I just miss how much he touched me when I was pregnant with my son. I just feel like he don’t want to touch me anymore. I suffer from ptsd, so maybe it is just my anxiety??