I’m. So. Frustrated.

This is the most selfish thing I’m ever gonna say, but I’m so tired of seeing ultrasounds. Positive pregnancy tests. Signs that maybe we have conceived this month. I wanna be happy for people so bad. Women come to me. And tell me they’re pregnant & of course I have to say congratulations and I’m happy for them... but honestly it kills me. Ttc is the hardest thing I’ve done in my life.