This is my 3rd period since my ectopic back in February-April and I’ve been celibate for YEARS before that.

I finally get a wonderful guy in my life and I can’t seem to get pregnant. Like I said the first was ectopic and I had a complete melt down. The next period happens but I was hoping it was gonna happen. Then this one- I had all the symptoms- and I NEVER have any when my period comes around.

I had enlarged sore breasts and nipples, even LARGE veins popped up. I had headaches, back aches, dry skin on my face, thirsty, hungry, fatigue, I even felt a lump where my uterus is- ALL OF IT! I figured if the symptoms are so strong and so early before a positive, then maybe it’s twins-

but then I got implantation bleeding that turned out to be the start of my period today and I was crushed!

I cried at work, I couldn’t stop. I want to have a child with this wonderful man and it just doesn’t seem to want to happen. Don’t get me wrong, I love him and will still love him the same without having his child- but I so wanted this for us. 😢