I'd convinced myself I was late this month due to the stress of everything going from blissfully perfect to absolute s**t in the last couple weeks, followed by a nasty breakup no one saw coming. That whole ordeal itself has taken a massive toll, and I'm a bit of a mess, but I have a great support network so I'm doing okay re: break up, but this rocks the boat. Knowing how far along I am really shakes me too; it's felt like an eternity but all of this has unravelled within weeks, we were still happily ttc just under 4 weeks ago.

It's taken a while to process, but I am choosing to see this as my rainbow through a storm. I've wanted my rainbow baby so long, and while the circumstances certainly aren't ideal, who am I to intervene with the universe. I'm choosing to be happy about this. I know it won't be easy, but if this is the way it's meant to be, so be it. ❤🌈