As I currently sit here, in a hospital room in excruciating pain, I am heart broken, lost, and thinking what I could have done to prevent this from happening. All started early this morning with vomiting and extreme dizziness. I walk out of the bathroom, vision completely blacked out and pass out. All I remember is my fiancé running down to the floor screaming for paramedics in the middle of a truck stop store, I get up to get dizzy and pass out a second time. I was rushed to the hospital to learn i was having an ectopic pregnancy and my uterus was filled with blood causing my pain. I was only 5 weeks along but will love that baby( or chocolate chip) more than anything. I need help wrapping my head around this, struggling with accepting it.