As I found out I was pregnant, I was so excited because I imagined myself having a baby girl, since I have two brothers, and I am a very girly girl. 😍😍

When my partner and I went to the ultrasound to find out the gender this week, I was so excited and I totally convinced myself, that there is a little baby girl growing inside.

The ultrasound was going great, until the girl said, its a baby boy. I was so shocked, disappointed, angry after we found out it was a boy. I cried for 3 days. I am still so upset, when I see girl’s clothes, or pink bows anywhere. I just can’t imagine myself having a boy. I don’t like video games, sports or any of that. 😢😢

I even thought of abortion or adoption. I just think I can’t connect to a boy.😓😓

The worst is, everyone keeps telling me, I should be happy because some people can’t have children, or that once the baby is healthy, everything is ok. I am tired and sick of hearing that.

Can someone please give me support or any suggestions on how to handle this? I just feel so alone in this. 😢😢