When I thought of becoming a mom... I never thought about how I would have to constantly tell people no.. or set my own rules.

From car seat safety to sleep safety.. no one freaking respects my rules. It drives me insane. No I don’t want him sleeping on his belly. I don’t want his chest piece on his belly. I don’t wanna be able to fit a whole second baby in the car seat because the straps are loose. I don’t want you to take him out of the damn car sear WHILE the car is in motion! His grandparents are no longer allowed to drive him because they did this. 😡

And every weekend we have to parade the baby all over town to see everyone in the family. They wake him up. Don’t let him sleep. And then when we get home, he’s cranky all night. Like today, he was falling asleep while eating. Everyone watched us like a hawk to see if he was done eating. He was damn near asleep and they snatched him right out of my arms. He has been awake ever since and screaming. 😭

I feel like such a b word cuz every time they do something, it pisses me off and I have to make more rules. but I’m the one who has to deal with it all when all is said and done. And 9/10 times I’m always alone dealing with it.

I’m just venting. Dealing with a lot of anxiety. And really tired of feeling like the bad guy.