Squirting?

So my best friend who’s like a brother to me are super close and we got baked one night and I started crying because I’ve never had an orgasm and he gave me a few pointers on what I should do to give myself one.... well I gave it a try with my vibrator and well I’m not 100% if I peed or squirted... it was kind of like a sneeze there was a massive pressure build up and then a moment of relief and then me freaking out because I think I peed myself.... so I guess my question is, am I not broken anymore? Can I actually have an orgasm or do it again with my boyfriend??

And yes I know I have a lot of run off sentences I’m about to go to work and don’t have time for proper punctuation.