Anxiety mess.. ANY advice will be greatly appreciated ❤️

I have had severe anxiety disorder and depression ever since I can remember.. I've tried a lot of different kind of medicines, nothing really worked.

Once again, I'm in a dip and I feel like things are falling apart around me. I don't want to be so heavily medicated that life just passes me by, but I know I cannot continue living like this and need help.

Finding the right medication has been so tiring, me losing hope after a while and honestly it isn't financially possible at this stage.

My anxiety has taken over every aspect of my life and I will obsess and stress over the smallest things.

Anybody have some advice, really anything just to help me cope please?