My sex buddy of 6 years part 2

I can’t get him out my mind 😩 yes I know what many of you said leave him alone since he made it clear...but him and our situation hasn’t been pretty! He has grown mad angry many times at me for sleeping with other guys...lol people have even told him things about me callin me a hoe but he didn’t care. But I’m going to finally take him off the block list and ask for I want... last time he called me over 20 times and I hung up in his face every time and told him dont call me....I wonder why I can’t get over his ass 🙄 it’s like ughhhh even tho he told me he wanted to pursue a relationship I just can’t believe him and plus I’ve said many things about him and he knows how many other guys I’ve slept with lol what guy would take you serious for fuckin other guys and they know lol but I want him back sooooo I’m going back 🤪🤪🤪 but I said some hurtful shit last time let’s see if he wants to deal with my crazy self again.