The only good therapist I ever had probably hates me

I just decided to do some research on my current therapist, and I'm kind of scared. I think I might be autistic, and she said that I most likely am, but she's not going to diagnose me right away (I did score very high on the screening test). I found some shady anti-autism/ borderline A$ stuff with her name credited. I don't know what to do, I've been going to so many different therapists over the years and she's the first one who actually wanted to understand/help me, but I don't ever want to see her again if my suspicions are true. I don't want another therapist that won't help, I'm only 16 and I've been through 7 of them. I don't know what to do.