Ttw almost over... nervous..

Abby • Mommy to an angel 💜 8-28-2018 and 🌈 Rainbow baby 🌸 11/03/19

I’m 9dpo today. Had just a little bit of spotting two days ago (two occurrences, literally just a dot of blood) and cramping at what feels like the top of my uterus. We mc on 9/6, and I’m beyond scared that if we are pregnant again, that we will have the same outcome. I’m on insulin now to help with my blood sugar, which is what my dr thinks caused my last mc, but I’m still struggling. We don’t even know if we are pregnant yet. I don’t plan on testing until 10/6 when my period is due. Just nervous... 😔