Holy crap. I can't believe we are starting the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> process again.

We last did this dance 3 years ago...we had 4 failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> cycles. We are 28, been ttc for 5 years, and have not had a single pregnancy. I have PCOS and my sweet husband has low morphology.

I worked so hard to rebuild myself after the last failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. It broke me.

I keep trying to remind myself that my life is different now. I'm healthier. I've lost 50 pounds, we own a house, have good jobs, and I'm a happier person....but im scared of starting the process again.

I'm afraid to feel hopeful, to let my heart want this.

Here goes nothing. 😳