Can someone please comment I need advice

I finally went to a fertility specialist they ran all test and they all came back NORMAL. HOW? I get a period about every 3 to 4 months. I've been TTC for once year exactly and it's been one year since stopping BCP. I don't understand why they are making me wait yet another 6 months before giving me clomid. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I take prenatals everyday, I track everything and I don't ovulate.

How is everything normal? 😭

When I do get my period am I fertile after? 😭

Period due in 10 days.. I hope I get it and my cycles become regular. 😭😭

I am so depressed over this I don't know what to do. How can they make me wait longer when I already have for one year.

Everyday I walk past an empty room..

Every holiday is depressing.

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I have nothing to live for.

My boyfriend is very supportive but I'm not sure I can go on any longer. I don't know how other woman do it for years and years