SOS: Breakup

I’ve been seeing someone for over a year now. We were very much in love for the first 5-6 months. Halfway into our relationship I realized he didn’t really see me as a girlfriend but more as a FWB and that he wasn’t sure if he loved me anymore (you can imagine my surprise).

Lately he’s been more and more cold.

If I ever have a problem with something I’ll tell him but he says he doesn’t have enough time to “deal with my crap”.

Tonight I brought up an old friend of mine who had gotten pretty buff. He snapped on me and told me “I don’t really care about random people who have nothing to do with me, gossip with (insert my male friend’s names)”. I was shocked and sent this:

I see his points as valid but he made it very clear I am not priority. I’ve decided to break up with him once and for all.

My SOS is because as much as I want to break up, I’m really scared to. I don’t want to let go since I’m the one who’s still in love. I keep hoping and wishing he’ll love me and look at me the way he used to and sometimes he has moments where he’s so sweet.. but is it worth staying when there most likely won’t be a future?