Who knew getting pregnant would be so hard? Or how emotionally draining. It was our first month on fertility medicine. I hoped deep down it would be our month. I would finally have a baby. We did everything. I was told to take the test today, which I just did. Only to get a negative. I’ve gotten lots of negatives before which let to hurt. But none have felt the way I feel now. I feel so lost, broken, empty, like giving up. I haven’t told my husband and I’m scared. I don’t think I want to try anymore.