I think my depression is getting bad again..I just don't feel like getting outa bed unless I absolutely have to

I gotta go to the store but I'd rather not even leave

Idk why it would be getting bad neither😔😔

Things going on in my life are nothing that i'm not used to

My son's dad trying to get him against me

I had to give my cats away.. yes they are with my aunt so I can still see them but it ain't as much as I'd like

I keep having thoughts.. no not suicide but like flash backs if things I'd rather just not remember ever again.. kinda wishes I never found out about it actually