Feeling super down & newly married
My husband and I got married 5 months ago.
I wear hijab (head covering for my faith) so I only show my face and hands basically.
My sex drive is pretty high and I figured my husband’s would be too considering he’s a 23 year old man.
Well, it’s not. We don’t have sex even once a week yet he watches porn all the time which I’m highly against, because I don’t even show my hair to the world let alone anything else so it’s a slap in the face to me that he chooses to get off to strangers when his wife aka me is taking care of myself, staying in shape, doing EVERYTHING for this man & more..
Tonight I cooked dinner just like every other night and I got myself ready more than usual. Made sure I was smelling super amazing, tasting super amazing (lol), you name it- I did it. HE DID NOT SAY A WORD. So you bet my ass put on a fuzzy robe and now I’m chilling.
I don’t have any family or friends in this town, I moved here for him.
I just feel like crying every single night and I don’t know what to do. Nothing I say to him seems to be working and I feel so pathetic. Any advice?