Hi ladies

Today is 13 weeks for me. The last week I’ve felt much better in terms of energy levels and basically symptoms going away.

However Ive also just felt “off”. My boobs seem to have shrunk and my tummy doesn’t seem as big/bloated. My husband and I had a bad fight last weekend and I woke up alone on Sunday, completely drenched. I haven’t had night sweats at all this pregnancy. It definitely scared me a little as it seemed so abnormal. I know this is all likely normal, but the lack of veins I once saw and the general “am I even still pregnant?” feelings have been very strong.

We had a MC back in May but I didn’t experience anything like this - just started to cramp & bleed. I’m not experiencing anything like that this time.

My husband says I must tell my boss tomorrow. He’s mad at me that I won’t allow the social media posts yet. My mom is making me join her to tell her sisters and said she’s telling all her friends this weekend cuz she “just can’t keep it in anymore!”. We have our NT screening on Tuesday and I feel so much pressure right now that everyone wants to share the news when I’m just not feeling right and want to wait to see if anything is even still going on in there.

Obviously I hope it’s just the start of the second trimester and more changes happening to my body, combined with the anxiety of sharing the news after a devastating MC. But I can’t feel settled right now - my stomach is a mess (in a non-pregnant, stress kind of way) and I haven’t been able to sleep well all week.

Just hoping someone can chime in - our wedding anniversary is this weekend and I feel like I can’t even enjoy it because all I’m wondering is what’s going to happen at Tuesday’s appointment.