Scared to find out gender


Okay so i have two girls already and this third pregnancy we agreed on not finding out but as i get closer to being able to find out i think i do... only thing is I’m scared to find out it’s another girl lol... i will love her anyways and be just as happy but i have a feeling it’s a boy and i just don’t want to make myself worked up. But then my husband wants to wait till it’s born which i had wanted to but now if it is a boy i want to bask in the moment and buy things for him you know, ugh this is soooo hard 😩