sooo i’m only 18 but i’m slowly losing hope for relationships..lol.

i’m still a virgin and i’m waiting for when i am in love and actually care about the person, vice versa as well. my first time is very important to me. i don’t expect it to be like the movies or anything but i want to actually be cared about. i know i have my whole life (hopefully) to have sex but damn how much longer can i wait.

i have been in love before and it was amazing. i love love. but it seems like it’ll never happen again. i’m not rushing or forcing anything. but it seems like every guy i come across, they’re just so distasteful. it feels like i’m never going to fall in love again.

i need some hope man.🤦🏼‍♀️