Ugh..

So I just hit 10 weeks PP today...and Im still "bleeding/spotting"😔 This has been the worst Postpartum ever. I had a D & C two weeks ago and had my follow up wed. Im not bleeding but Im spotting and today started to get cramps like I did before the D & C...so I feel like Im going to end up with another one and I feel so defeated and angry. Im standing in a wedding tomorrow and Ill be gone all day and the baby will be at grandmas for the night and Im draining my milk stash for it...if I need another d&c I wont have any left for her...and that infuriates me because I feel like the point of the 1st one was to get it all out...why would I be needing another one!? I havent been able to be intimate with my husband in a long time and thats seriously frustrating the hell out of me too. Im just done...Im one click away from going nuts at the OB. Anyone else have to have two D&C? And why? I was under the impression they would get it all the first time😕