Boyfriend of almost 2 years

I really need advice .. I’ve been dating my boyfriend 2yrs in March, and we’re really going through a rough patch bc of me.. he doesn’t want me around boys but me , I do it anyway bc it’s my life as long as I don’t cheat.. but now I feel like I’m falling out of love, but I don’t want too!!! I love him so much but I feel like it’s no more love between us.. and he loves me sooo much .. I never want to hurt him, idk what to do